Tuesday, August 02, 2011

The Impossible Dream


"You must teach me to do this. I can't believe you've done this. You must show me how." 

I respond, "I will show you how as soon as I know how I did it. I literally opened my eyes and was levitating off the ground. I do not know what happened."

My friend and I come to a hallway at work where he must turn left and I right. We go our separate ways. As I leave I assure him I will look into what has happened and keep him updated.

On my ride home I am pondering (desperately searching) sorting my thoughts for rational explanations of being able to float up and off the floor. I wonder how to repeat this levitation. I can't begin to conceive a plan of action for this. I arrive at home and quickly move to my room. This is where I was meditating the day before when the event took place. My carpet is, as usual, unimpressive. Per the norm my desk is seemingly normal. The small chair I sit in is every bit void of special powers as the first day I bought it. It is just my room. I sit down.

I close my eyes and immediately drift into a meditative state. I feel God meet me. I ask him,

"How do I do this and what do I tell my friend?" God responds,

"For you gravity is reality. Based on everything you know what goes up must come down. You cannot defy gravity on your own. This is how you see it and so this is your reality, correct?" I nod in agreement as he goes on,

"When you come here to this place, this internal place, where you know with your heart - here you commune with me. It is in this place you share my reality. My reality is that I know every law of physics. I know gravity is not the only option and beyond that I am Creator. Should I choose to defy gravity that choice is mine. It is here where you know that all I have and all I am has been given to you. My reality has been given to you. When your heart believes that my reality is your reality then in my capacity you defy all that holds you down. Tell your friend to come and meet with me."

I wake up. -


A couple of nights later...

I'm running down a hallway. The walls seem to be made of some mist like substance and they're white, pure white. It's clear that I'm running from something. As I run the something pushes in on the walls peering through in brief moments. I see glimpses. The image of it blurred, the voices speaking hazed and unintelligible. I keep running. The further I run the stronger this outsider becomes. It breaks through more and more. Finally when I can run no more all comes bursting into my space. The mist and haze vanish. There is nothing unclear here. I am present with the Father. When I realize where I am I am shocked. Seeing who this intruder is I make an apology,

"Oh it's you, what is it you want to say?" He leans in and the one who loves me says, 

"I want you to prosper"    

I wake up. -

I was going to explain what I thought was the significance of these dreams. I do believe they go together. Instead I would like to hear from my readers. If you had these dreams what would they mean to you?

- Latsum

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  2. Dude, it's Little One, This is how I would interpret this dream if it were mine to interpret:

    As you walk down the hallway with a good friend your life is presented to you. You are calm, casual and open. The hallway is symbolic of a new journey you are entering. You are on a path to discovery and aspects of your life are changing dramatically. Your friend symbolizes previously hidden pieces of you that are now ready to emerge and be integrated into your life. It is possible that your friend represents multiple fascists of yourself: the part that is continuously asking how to control what has happened to you so that you may repeat it time and time again, the part that is asking because there is a new one on the way whom you are wishing to share with all the good you know and don't quite know, and still another part that is your heart (so great that it carries a burden for all you know and all you love).

    In meditation, you are awakened, you are changing inside but you open your eyes and your uncertainty is revealed to you. You are bewildered by the changes to come in your life but your faith in God and the in the future will bring you back to this place again.

    When you go separate ways from your friend, you are exiting your new journey and going back to the familiar journey to try and rationalize what is happening. When you arrive at the place where this all began, you attempt to recreate your experience. You are soul searching, trying to connect the two parts of yourself.

    Once again at the place of meditation, God, representing perfection and everything you want to attain, reminds you that each man's journey is his own. Your friend (the inner you, your son & your those who surround you) must all come to this same place.

    A couple of nights later:

    You are now running down the hallway, avoiding, still struggling to believe what has happened is true, struggling to let go of control. However, your new experiences, your faith, and your new life have captured you and you are still running down that same hallway, still running into this new journey! The mist, symbolic of avoidance and doubt, dissipates and here you stand, exposed, open and honest, facing the one who is the perfection you hope too attain, the one who loves you. Apologizing, you relinquish all control and all doubt. The mist is gone.

    He speaks simply to the inner most place of your soul,
    “I want you to prosper”

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